| NEW JOURNAL! |
[17 Jan 2006|05:20am] |
well folks... this volume is complete. Happy things happened and sad things happened.
I'm moving over to another journal, so add it, current friends. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) shhhhh_woods
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[27 Nov 2005|07:09pm] |
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fp |
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new sn: mapleshaped mice
You might be asking yourself why I decide to change my screen name so much.
Here's why:
shut up.
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[13 Nov 2005|03:17pm] |
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everything is dead
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[04 Nov 2005|12:11am] |
I want everyone to leave
but I don't want to be alone.
what the heck even is that?
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| eat a tack. |
[29 Oct 2005|11:27pm] |
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im tired of music. |
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what the fuck
am i supposed to do, when I hate being at parties,
but
I feel like everything is happening somewhere else other than here. ?.
I'm ready for new england to be gone.
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| paul: "get out of my latitude." |
[19 Oct 2005|06:53pm] |
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sad, but mittens help. |
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digital bath |
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Please note that these custom mittens are not only phenominal, but they are made by PSU's very own master knitter (knitter?), Sammy. Not only did she pour hard work and dedication into them, she customized them with letter "R"'s! Also, she burned for me the TWO katamari damacy soundtracks! A million billion thank yous.
however, not all is well with Megan. She is have going through several miserable events and there is no way I can even get close to helping her out or comforting her with all of my love. I do wish I could just get up and go for a while, to be with her, help her get on her feet, and love her face to face. I don't think that she feels as if my presence there will make her feel any better, but I've always thought that a little holding and few kisses makes every ten times better (though from a realist's perspective, nothing is really solved...). But, still, if she could only just feel my lips a little bit on her forehead or shoulder... maybe she would know that maybe things are tough, but they get easier because we have love...
on a heavier note: With the aid of my class advisor, we discovered that I am going to have to destroy my mind and body in order to graduate on time, if possible, so I can finish and move away.
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| thoughts thought today. |
[16 Oct 2005|11:28pm] |
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 indescribable |
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atq! |
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Lately:
I have felt like dragging my body around under the comforter on my bed.
like a restless little inchworm
extremely sleepy but unable to get comfortable.
It's extremely important to me that I pick up my feet
when I walk anywhere. It's because I feel
the weakest when I hear the my heels scraping against the cement.
and also... I find difficulty in customizing my living space.
I don't feel like I should if I am going to take them down when
I leave.
Maybe: I just feel like unavoidable change is incentive enough to
keep my walls white.
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[13 Oct 2005|12:24am] |
Go to Google image search.
Type in your answers to the following questions and post the
first postable image result for each:
( my replies )
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[13 Oct 2005|12:05am] |
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american football |
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A problem of mine has surfaced to my own realization, you know.
I think that I have for a while been well on my way to forgetting the art of conversation. I don't take important things that people are telling me to heart, and sometimes it hurts people. I have been formulating reasons, and I believe that I might be afraid to bring things close to my heart because I am afraid of appearing exposed and/or naive. Whenever a heart-to-heart approaches, I never like to give advice because I would just as well assume "what do I know, anyways?". I have to change this for the better. I would like to exchange relevant comments, questions, etc. in a serious manner and with love and care with the people that I love, especially megan when she is trying to tell me about her day and ways of life.
Because I love hearing about it, I love learning about it, and I cherish being a part of it.
Also, I am in actuality 85% less funny than I think I ever am.
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[11 Oct 2005|09:48pm] |
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 beep boop beep |
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duh |
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Its nights like tonight that remind me of just how much I love
FREEZEPOP
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[08 Oct 2005|08:10pm] |
I want to go home.
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[08 Oct 2005|07:33pm] |
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send love. |
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What would be a happy thing to do?
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[04 Oct 2005|05:57pm] |
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sleeping |
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dntel- suddenly is sooner than you think. |
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Everyday:
I sit beside some girl
with a cigarrette burn on her arm that I stare at.
I memorized what it looked like because
I don't know if anyone else is ever going to.
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| Just don't say "oh my god!" and walk around the chair 3 times. |
[04 Oct 2005|12:02am] |
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let's go sailing |
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The hours haven't been passing well.
Today, I forgot to submit spanish homework! I might not receive credit if I do it late.
Megan is sad tonight, and I'm not there to be sad with her.
The one thing I want, I can't have.
however:
Did I mention, I'm converting to Judaism?
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| suggestions: |
[01 Oct 2005|02:36pm] |
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the long winters |
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I need an idea or two about what I should dress as this season for halloween.
Go to google and post a picture if you want!
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| elsewhere... |
[30 Sep 2005|02:53pm] |
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we have the facts, and we're voting yes |
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I was too busy in my underwater world to review for monday's spanish test in class today.
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| good evening. |
[29 Sep 2005|09:05pm] |
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chad vangaalan |
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Today, I was sick. I drank two thousand percent of my daily dosage for vitamin C.
At work, I sat in the darkness of my booth and listened to the static of AM radio. There were ghosts there.
I colored an orange sheet of construction paper completely blue.
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[27 Sep 2005|10:30pm] |
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what sarah said |
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I was reluctant to hear the new dcfc, but now that I am listening, I feel the "new death cab" feeling again! We have the facts and we're voting yes will always be my favorite. I got my postal service buttons this afternoon in the mail! I want to send one to megan, along with a sub-pop sticker because she doesn't have one yet.
Counting days is becoming easy. Each one is sort of fun when it starts because I know that it only takes a day for it to end. And then it starts up again, and in no time I will find myself on a grayhound in the network of highways. Or maybe a plane if I can accumulate the cash in time.
This season, I have been writing a ton of songs that I really just love. I've matured a lot, as a musician, this summer anyways. I don't play very loudly, and the lyrics I write aren't really at all metaphorical like before. I don't sing very loud anymore, or even really at all. I mostly whisper and talk as softly as I can the melodies that fit the songs better than I had imagined... I just wish I could write more. A lot more. Everything is happening, all of the time, and I... want everyone to see it, I suppose.
I want to put on little group shows, and make the autumn and winter warmer.
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